I would kill myself if it was not such
a joke, but everybody would laugh at me if I did
it and I'd be a clown once again. I would die
with no point and I can't do that. I wish
someone would put a bullet in my head.

oh Sweet Sarah what will become
of her I don't know but I will miss
the sweet kiss I ever had

damn the things I lose they
kill me slowly the blood goes and
is gone from my heart

I'm dead inside so I could be dead outside
and I would care but some other people
would feel bad for them. care about
an asshole like wasting their time and
there lifes on my dead.